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All About Me
I am
Lee Cheng Wei. I am 20 in the year 2008 and my birthday is on the 5th October
I am currently studying in Republic Poly in Diploma in Materials Science
CHENG WEI LIKES
likes to hang out with his friends and likes to help people out
likes to relax and chill out and have deep thoughts in his mind
CHENG WEI DISLIKES
dislike people who are fake and do things different from what they are thinking
dislike unfairness and people who are selfish where they self high and no care about how others feel
HOPES AND DREAMS
Cheng Wei hopes to be happy and successful in life so he will work hard now to achieve his hope and dreams and fulfill his destiny
HOBBIES
playing with Magic stuff (cards, coins, mind reading, etc.....)
practising taekwondo
listening to nice songs
chatting and blogging on the internet
What I Want?
Magic Stuff (books, props, dvds (lots and lots of them) )
Good grades for good future
Good friends that I can trust
Good money in my pocket
But apart from all of that, what I want the most is just to have a happy and peaceful life with the people I like and love (is a childish thought since it is almost impossible but am willing to give my best shot) :)
9:49 AM
Monday, September 15, 2008
I have nothing to say but to say that, is an endless pain to have something that used to gives u all the reasons and hopes to live with it in the past but never being given a chance to be able to really live with it in the present.
Everything is if, if, if, if there is no try, how would we know wat is the "IF"? Everything is being done, everything is being decided, no choice is given, no chance to be grabbed. Just full of regrets and sorrow since to realise everything has change until an extent that is beyond my control, beyond wat i can choose, beyond a choice that is being given to me, beyond anything in life but just pure pain and sorrow.
I tried everything all this while, I try to tell myself to not mind at all but just give everything that I am able to give and care with all the abilities that I can care and to love with all the heart to love without asking anything back in return but it seems the situation now is that am being pushed away just because someone that is more important in your life said so.
love is blind and so am I. To hold on something that may bring me to my grave, without even a slightest thoughts of hatred and anger, just dissapointment, but it seems, it seems is not really being cared by anyone too, just a twisted fate that I choose to travel down, with endless pain and sorrow.
