I have nothing to say but if you think that your love for him who never ever wants you to have any relationship and any contacts with me, is worth losing me even just as someone by your side, what you would be losing is not just a friend but someone who supports you all the way without asking anything back from u and also someone who:

-someone who understands you
-someone who knows most of what you likes and dislikes in your living habits
-someone who trusted you with everything he got and never doubt you even a single moment
-someone who cares for you every moment and everywhere
-someone who never make u cry
-someone who never make u sad
-someone who never get angry at you and never blames u for anything
-someone who plans his life with you in his picture of the future
-someone who does his best to make your life a happier one with everything and anything
-someone who never fail to support u with everything he got
-someone who cannot heck care about you since he treats u like a family
-someone who always makes u the priority when he makes a choice in life
-someone who make a vow to take care of u as long as possible
-someone who cry along with u when he knows u are suffering
-someone who can accept u in his life with nothing asked from u
-someone who cherish all the memories that is shared between two person
-someone who make all the choices and action with your happiness as the main priority
-someone who realise how important are you in his life
-someone who do his best to be next to u and acc u when u are lonely and sad
-someone who let u tease and dun mind about it
-someone who is always worried when he knows you are not doing well in life
-someone who cares about ur health and remind u to sleep early, have breakfast and drink water
-someone who listen to your complains, help you to chill when u are angry and tries to cool u down
-someone who is happy and proud of knowing u and having u in his life
-someone that does his best to be totally honest and truly to u

and most importantly, whatever he does, he ask for nothing in return from u.

If you think that because of him and his selfishness in love that is worth losing someone like that is mention above. I totally respect with the decision and have nothing much to say about it. All I would say is, make a decision and dun regret it in future. be happy and be your best in life. wish you good luck in life and I guess all of us need it.

Anyway, take care and I will miss u a lot with all the memories we shared. Take care.