Every choice in our life has consequeces,
Human are creatures that hate to make decisions,
We never really like the feeling to choose one thing and give up on another thing
This is why when we realise,
There is a choice that can help us to achieve something without giving up anything,
and has almost no or less consequences and effect in our lives
where we get to run away from reality and not making any decision at all,
and have less stress and worries in life,
we choose to take that decision and travel that path.

We always thought that by doing this,
we can feel better since we get to achieve everything without letting go of anything,
but when we just drag on with the choices in our lives,
all we does is to create more confusion,
more suffering,
ended up hurting everyone that is related to the choices,
and ended up hurting ourselves the most,
since we are the most confused,
the most suffered,
and the one who blames ourselves the most.

Most of the time,
we find lots of excuses in life,
Is not because we cannot let go,
is just we choose to and dun want to let go.
Is not because we love or not love,
is not we care or not care,
is just we are too afraid and too confused to make a decision,
so that we choose to drag on things in life,
just to run away from making a decision that may seems to be painful.

Overall, humans are creatures that like to find excuses,
sometime, we are so good at finding excuses,
that we not only cheat the people around us,
but we try our very best to cheat ourselves,
to cheat our heart,
and tell ourselves that, "I am doing the right thing"
and the next word may be, "I dun know"
all this shows so clearly that we are confused and are cheating ourselves but we dun want to accept,
since we are too confused to make decisions,
so we ended up cheating ourselves,
and keep telling ourselves that,
the choice we made is the right and correct one,
even though our hearts sometimes want something else,
and because our heart did not get what we really want,
we felt confused,
we felt suffering.
just because we want to cheat ourselves and stick to something that we want to believe is the correct choice and decision to avoid making another decision in our lives.

Just an endless cycle of pain and suffering caused by ourselves,
since we cannot even differentiate who and what is good for us,
cannot even tell what are the things we really want in life and future to bring us true happiness.
So, we waste time in draging on,
just to linger and sink deeper,
into a world full of suffering and pain,
where there are just darkness,
and never has light and happiness,
but pure pain and suffering.