Just another day without her by my side and her heart is still with someone else.

With me alone in the classroom, my mind wanders off and reminded about what she used to say to me, which I seems to not be able to forget all the things she said to me or she type to me through msn.

She used to yell at me with a slightly gloomy face and said:
李承纬, 你都不会爱别人的吗?我看你只会爱自己而已
Actually, deep in my heart at that time, I am replying to her that:
对啊, 我真的不会爱别人, 但我也不会只爱自己, 因为我爱你多过我爱自己
I always felt that my love for her will never come true since to me, she is too good to be true. I am always telling myself, I have promised my family that I will never go into a relationship before I am able to support myself so I swear that I need to work hard, as in to study and do everything, in order to be able to support myself, my family and also to be able to have her as someone I want to have a future with and give her a nice future. I got so motivated and my grades are getting better and better but it seems that she never notice this reason of mine to study.

Last time, when we chatted on msn, she asked me about what is my defination of love. We chatted and at the end, I still remember that she type the words:
如果有一天我爱上你, 你一定要付责任.

At that time, I am really really happy but confused also, because I don't know whether is it true or not about what she has typed on msn. But I guess, if really one day, she really fell in love with me, I am more than willing to have the responsibility on me to take care of her.

I think I cannot control myself now since my tears are beginning to fall again. I guess I need to stop type until here for now. Miss you, as always, My Everyday Requires You~~~~