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All About Me
I am
Lee Cheng Wei. I am 20 in the year 2008 and my birthday is on the 5th October
I am currently studying in Republic Poly in Diploma in Materials Science
CHENG WEI LIKES
likes to hang out with his friends and likes to help people out
likes to relax and chill out and have deep thoughts in his mind
CHENG WEI DISLIKES
dislike people who are fake and do things different from what they are thinking
dislike unfairness and people who are selfish where they self high and no care about how others feel
HOPES AND DREAMS
Cheng Wei hopes to be happy and successful in life so he will work hard now to achieve his hope and dreams and fulfill his destiny
HOBBIES
playing with Magic stuff (cards, coins, mind reading, etc.....)
practising taekwondo
listening to nice songs
chatting and blogging on the internet
What I Want?
Magic Stuff (books, props, dvds (lots and lots of them) )
Good grades for good future
Good friends that I can trust
Good money in my pocket
But apart from all of that, what I want the most is just to have a happy and peaceful life with the people I like and love (is a childish thought since it is almost impossible but am willing to give my best shot) :)
7:35 AM
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
As usual, I am early to school and alone in class. Yesterday, her bf is back to Singapore and I guess she is very happy to see him.
She said to me that she use to have very good impression of me but I guess is because I cause her to wait to long and she thought that it is impossible for me to like her. Is funny that there is a time that both of us like each other and yet no even one of us really know each others true feeling and confessed.
I would say that when she is taken away from me, I felt that my world is totally gone. As day goes by, I am still able to survive but I really will that I MISS HER A LOT A LOT A LOT A LOT A LOT A LOT A LOT A LOT A LOT~~~~I MISS THE TIME WE ARE CLOSE TOGETHER, I MISS A LOT OF COMMON THINGS WE USE TO DO TOGETHER, sometimes, am wondering, why can't she wait a bit longer, I know is a very selfish thought but.......but.......am speechless. I guess since what done cannot be undone, if she is like what she is now, all I can do is wait, wait and wait. I discover that I don't even got interested with any other girls around. I can just only think of her constantly in my life, see her shadow in places like city square, causeway point and so many more places where we went before and share common memories. All I can is, my life is full of her, so full of her, until there is no more space for other people.
People say that let time help you forget her. It took me 6 years just to let go but still not forget about my first crush, with the closeness I shared with her, is almost impossible for me to forget her even in the next 30, 40 years.
Yesterday, about what she told me on saturday, I decided to put all my faint in her, I believe that she will cherish herself well and be pure and nice. I trust her and believe the her I know.
My Everyday Requires You. Be happy and hope you do good for today's UT test. Take care.
