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All About Me
I am
Lee Cheng Wei. I am 20 in the year 2008 and my birthday is on the 5th October
I am currently studying in Republic Poly in Diploma in Materials Science
CHENG WEI LIKES
likes to hang out with his friends and likes to help people out
likes to relax and chill out and have deep thoughts in his mind
CHENG WEI DISLIKES
dislike people who are fake and do things different from what they are thinking
dislike unfairness and people who are selfish where they self high and no care about how others feel
HOPES AND DREAMS
Cheng Wei hopes to be happy and successful in life so he will work hard now to achieve his hope and dreams and fulfill his destiny
HOBBIES
playing with Magic stuff (cards, coins, mind reading, etc.....)
practising taekwondo
listening to nice songs
chatting and blogging on the internet
What I Want?
Magic Stuff (books, props, dvds (lots and lots of them) )
Good grades for good future
Good friends that I can trust
Good money in my pocket
But apart from all of that, what I want the most is just to have a happy and peaceful life with the people I like and love (is a childish thought since it is almost impossible but am willing to give my best shot) :)
7:18 AM
Friday, June 20, 2008
Yesterday, I realised a lot of things suddenly. This few day, I have been doing a lot of things to hurt myself. Not sleeping, not eating, bite my own hand, bang my head on the wall, excessive crying, pull my own hair, slapped myself, and I even thought of trying to cut myself with a pen knife on the wrist.
But I suddenly realized, what if I remain like this and after that I become weaker? A weak guardian angel is a useless angel right? What if in the future, she got into trouble or have problems, a weak angel cannot help much also right? and most importantly, with a weak guardian angel, WILL SHE BE HAPPY? NO RIGHT?
I know that I need to be strong, I need to be very strong, since this is going to a very long relationship with her that I would not want to end it and I wish it can goes on a whole lifetime. I want to become the real person I use to be, (when I was very young (primary school time), the real character of mine, is a cheerful, interesting and fun but can be serious, patient, someone that can help her to arrange her life better and more neatly when she needs help and gentle too Cheng Wei) the real Cheng Wei that suits her more and can let her feel less stress, more relax and most importantly add more happiness in both of mine and her life.
I ask for nothing but just want her to be happy, that is why I promise her for that I can do her anything that she wants me to do and will try to give her everything she wants, just because, I WANT HER TO BE HAPPY.................miss you...........
