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All About Me
I am
Lee Cheng Wei. I am 20 in the year 2008 and my birthday is on the 5th October
I am currently studying in Republic Poly in Diploma in Materials Science
CHENG WEI LIKES
likes to hang out with his friends and likes to help people out
likes to relax and chill out and have deep thoughts in his mind
CHENG WEI DISLIKES
dislike people who are fake and do things different from what they are thinking
dislike unfairness and people who are selfish where they self high and no care about how others feel
HOPES AND DREAMS
Cheng Wei hopes to be happy and successful in life so he will work hard now to achieve his hope and dreams and fulfill his destiny
HOBBIES
playing with Magic stuff (cards, coins, mind reading, etc.....)
practising taekwondo
listening to nice songs
chatting and blogging on the internet
What I Want?
Magic Stuff (books, props, dvds (lots and lots of them) )
Good grades for good future
Good friends that I can trust
Good money in my pocket
But apart from all of that, what I want the most is just to have a happy and peaceful life with the people I like and love (is a childish thought since it is almost impossible but am willing to give my best shot) :)
6:33 PM
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
Since that night, I have been crying non-stop every night. All I can do is lie on my bed and and somehow I cannot control my eyes and tears will just flow and flow and flow.
Last night, I kept on cry, cough, cry, cough, cry and cough and finally I vomitted after extensive crying and coughing. I could not sleep soundly and all I can do is to let my tears run dry until I feel so weak and I will just blackout but when I am concious I will discover that my whole eyes are red, swollen and wet.
I dunno what am I thinking, I dun understand what I want, I dun understand my feeling, am totally lost~~~~
When the class ended, I dunno where to go, I dunno who to meet, No one to wait for me and no one for me to wait... am totally lost and I really feel empty and lonely inside me.
Is like everything I do I give my heart and soul and now I totally lost both of that and it is no where to be found.
Even in school today, I could not hold back my tears and went to the toilet for around 2 hours in total just to hide myself in one of the cubicle.
Am totally lost, lost in myself, lost my heart, lost my soul, lost in my life, lost in anything and everything and I dunno why.........I miss you........
